HEARTBURN

A BOY FROM EMMAUS

A MEMOIR

Start the flow of oxygen

Pull the mask towards you

Place it firmly over your nose and mouth

And breathe

Sorrow is our grindstone, our teacher

Wearing us down to thin reeds

Then we can dance in the water with muddy feet of faith

Sustained by wind

By whisper

By tiny weeny victories

You were there

Didn’t our hearts burn

Comforted by companionship

A Road trip

Then running back

Running til we were out of breath

Heaving

Breathing

Damn it

“I am an Artist”

Gold plated mop and bucket

My art?

Mystery teases knowledge

Where kindness became the healer

Smashing Fear

Seeing not seeing

And didn’t our hearts burn

I dreamt you came back

I was laying down in Victory Square

On a grain-fed mattress

This time I knew you straight away